I know way too many people here right now that I didn't know last year, who the fuck are y'all? I swear it feels like the last few nights we've been everywhere and back but I just can't remember it all. What am I doing, what am I doing? Oh yeah that's right, I'm doing me.

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16 February 2011 // valentines day 2011
My V-Day was... interesting to say the least.

5am - Crew practice
7am - Crew breakfast
730am - put cake in oven
735am - fell asleep on couch
842am - realize the cake is burnt
845am - cake tossed
850am - fell back asleep
945am - woke up to the boy over me holding lilies, chocolate covered strawberries, & a silver bear
10am - snuggle/story time
1pm - lunch w/ lots of dessert
230pm - naptime
5pm - ???
7pm - movie time
8pm - alone time + lots of messages saying "i miss you."
10pm - sleep with a smile

But that's not all that's occurred during this holiday. Rewind.

On February 11th in the wee hours of the morning, or late at night if you see it that way, I get a lot of angry text messages from an "ex" that is upset that he lost me. He's drunk and bipolar, as usual. He asks to take me to dinner to which I say nothing. See this entry.

On February 13th I sat at the dining hall with my roommate. Several guys I know must have been in love mode because they were following me around like lost puppies. One of them always made an excuse to walk past me, watch me even, while I was eating.

One sent me a card he made, and another some chocolates. One sent me a text asking to be his Valentine, another a FB message. I always feel bad rejecting people, I know how it feels. But this was getting a bit insane.

It's why on FB I have my status as "in a relationship." I don't particularly enjoy putting that information up but I felt it to be semi necessary for the wave of people that all of a sudden like me. For the record however, while I consider myself unavailable that does not mean that my relationship just got super serious/official.

It means I'm interested in one person, and he's only interested in me. We're working on getting a feel for each other to see how it works out. If it doesn't, it doesn't. If it does, then well great. But at the moment I don't need any of you trying to stalk him, like I know you all do.

The people that need to know have met him/seen me with him/etc. I'd like to keep it that way.

xoxo Marlo

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